Mar 1, 2007

Unsure


I'm unsure at this moment what the photo i take today will contain, as I haven't taken it yet, due to a battery that needs to be charged back up in order to produce some form of greatness tonight.

In any case, I guess that theme flows within me right now. I'm not sure what's going to happen with the project over the next few weeks, and how the group I'm working with is going to respond. Will we crush ourselves to death to get be finished, or will we manage to push ourselves during the normal hours to come to the finish line in a proper marathon pace, where we've been pushing with every step, and the end goal is still something fantastic.

I would hope to believe that it's the latter, but I'm unsure.

I'm unsure where to go with my life outside of work right now. I know which doors are locked to me, and I'm looking at the unlocked doors and windows, trying to find which one will open. It seems that they'll likely all open at the same time, as if by some trick of the world, and I'll have to decide which exit to take. Or would it be a new entrance onto something else? I guess it depends on which side of the door you're standing.

It's day nine, and I'm doing fine, and it's only the first day of the month, but I'm still unsure what's going to happen this month, and what the ides of march may bring.

I think that's probably most of my insecurity right now, but again... I'm unsure... it feels as though something else is there, but I'm unsure about what that is...

More later...

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1 comments:

Kristy said...

Taylor,

Hi there hot stuff. Your blog sounds so down, uneasy, unaware, lonely and unsure. :( That's not a good way to be my friend, I know I won't ever hear from you but just know people are reading this and you are a very liked and care for soul. =) We like ya, we think your grand!